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A Gift I Give Myself by Julie Potvin Kirchner
When I got home from NCTE last November, there were several colleagues surprised to hear I had paid for the entire trip, with the exception of the cost to cover a reserve teacher, out of my own pocket. They wondered how and why I would choose to do this. The reasons are many and continue to grow with each conference I attend. The how came a few years ago from a newfound desire to grow professionally and a re-commitment to make that happen.
I first heard about Nerdy Book Club at a two day Donalyn Miller workshop I attended, sponsored by my building professional development committee. I hadn’t taken much time for PD since my son had been born, but after reading The Book Whisperer, I was excited to meet Donalyn in person. I remember those two days left me wanting more, feeling inspired, and excited to try new things with my students. I had just spent two of the most glorious days of summer inside soaking up PD rather than sunshine, and instead of feeling disappointed or robbed of my vacation days, I felt rejuvenated. I immediately signed up to receive the Nerdy Book Club blog posts and I began using Twitter more regularly, following people suggested by Donalyn and a new friend, @patrickontwit, I met at the workshop.
Donalyn came back to Minnesota in December. I signed up for her workshop and used PD funds I could have used to work on curriculum planning for my classroom. When I made a decision to use the PD funds in this way, I was one of the few who chose to do so. We work hard as teachers and any time we are able to receive payment for work we do beyond the regular school day is appreciated. But I had decided the enthusiasm I felt after attending the summer workshop invigorated my teaching and I was excited to continue building on that excitement.
It was after the second workshop I attended that I completely refocused my priorities with regard to my professional growth. I began reading more blogs, purchasing professional books to read and add to my personal collection, and I decided to redirect my teaching bonuses earned through our alternative compensation program to pay for additional workshops and conferences I wanted to attend.
While I could probably apply for building and district funds to cover some of the conferences, I would be much more limited as to how often I would be able to go and there are just not enough funds to allow teachers to travel to national conferences. When NCTE was in my hometown of Minneapolis, our district did pay the one day conference fee and covered the substitute for one elementary teacher to attend and I was lucky to be chosen for this opportunity. I paid the rest of the registration fee in order to attend the entire conference which extended through the weekend.
For the past few years I have funneled my bonuses, and if I am being honest some additional funds, into workshops and conferences and some of my colleagues have asked me why I would choose to do this. My first response is that I have an incredibly supportive husband who understands how much I enjoy learning and growing. I follow this up with explaining a bit of what I get back from these experiences:
- I have met incredible friends in person that I had only connected with online. They inspire and challenge me to be a better teacher and human being.
- Some of my most successful teaching moments have been inspired by conference sessions. Mock Newbery book clubs, #bookaday, Skypes with authors, The 40 Book Challenge, and all sorts of ways to get kids excited about reading have come from attending conferences and connecting with my PLN online.
- Each time I get the opportunity to see and hear one of my teaching mentors speak, I am moved to action. I don’t want to sit on the sidelines when I notice things that could be made better. They give me the courage to stand up. I know I am never alone because I have their support.
- Listening to authors and illustrators share their journey to publication often brings me to tears and I bring that humanity back to my classroom and into our library. The hashtag #authorsaremyrockstars is deeply etched on my heart. My hope is I can make that a reality for my students as well. When I connect with authors and illustrators at conferences, I bring back stories and swag, autographed copies of books, and opportunities to connect my students through virtual and in person visits. These connections have become absolutely priceless to me.
- Spending time with authors over meals or at conference meet ups has made a huge impression on me. Listening to their personal stories adds a deeper connection to their books. Hearing the gratitude they have for educators who put the books into students’ hands has been incredibly impactful. I see their face, hear their voice and feel their hug when I place their book in the hands of a reader. It’s a powerful moment each and every time.
- Conferences are often a long road trip from my home or even a plane ride away. I schedule my travel plans around my work and family life which might mean late flights and lost sleep. I still choose to get up early to attend every possible session, stay the entire day so I don’t miss a single moment, take very few breaks because I hate having regrets about a missed opportunity, and love the face to face fun with educators, authors and friends that go late into the evenings. These are long, exhausting days, and yet, I come home energized, empowered, and invigorated. There is no feeling quite like it.
- Perhaps the greatest gift I get back from attending these conferences is love. Love for reading, love for literacy, love for the world and love for each other. When my heart feels heavy and I need uplifting, I surround myself, virtually or in person, with people I have met through Nerdy Book Club and my heart is always made lighter and I am filled with hope. This is the true power of books, reading, and the connection with people who have found their way home through Nerdy.
I realize setting personal funds aside to attend conferences could create a hardship for many educators and may not be a realistic goal. While district PD funds are often limited, I encourage teachers to talk to administration about attending conferences. It is important for administrators to advocate for their staff and find ways to financially support them in their desire to attend conferences. Look for opportunities closer to home and start small. Share the benefits and your enthusiasm of attending with your principal. Offer to lead building PD using what you have learned. Invite admin to attend a conference that you are excited about. Get their support to submit an application to present at a conference. Are there alternate ways to fund your attendance at a conference? Perhaps there are grants available and you don’t know about them…yet.
Attending conferences is a gift. It is a gift I give myself and I deserve it. We all do. I hope to meet you at a conference someday. I will be the one with the smile a mile wide and a happy, contented heart.
Julie Potvin Kirchner has been teaching since 1994 and began teaching in her current school district in 1997. After many years as a classroom teacher, she is beyond excited to be in a new position as Library Media Specialist at Meadow Ridge Elementary in Plymouth, Minnesota, a suburb of Minneapolis. Besides reading, her other great passion is travel. She lives with her husband, son, and her reading companion lapdog Sunshine. She is a proud member of #nerdybookclub, #BookVoyage crew, ALA/AASL, NCTE and ILA. You can follow her on Twitter @KirchnerJulie.
Julie – I really loved reading your post! This is an inspirational post, and I plan to share it with the teachers in my graduate class. NCTE is the best!!
I’m so happy to hear my post is resonating with people! My heart and head is full after I attend a conference and I hope others can find ways to attend these amazing events.
Julie, that was beautiful. I get it..even as an author (believe me, no one is paying my way) I feel the same way. Hearing, learning, and connecting with writer-y, teacher-y, humanity-loving people is worth it. I was just talking to Gae Polisner about this yesterday..They are our vacations. And it is how I met you!
You and Gae are two of the authors that I was thinking about as I wrote my post. I feel so incredibly lucky to know you both. You are a great light in my life. 💗
Julie,
Thank you for this inspiring post! I attended Nerd Camp MI last summer for the first time. It was the most inspiring and invigorating experience I’ve had as a teacher. It got me connected to many other Nerdy educators and authors/illustrators who connect with my students. Since then a group of us have started #bookexpedition to share the joy of new books and the connection with other readers. This summer I’m attending the Scholastic Reading Summit (Chicago) in June and headed back to Nerd Camp in July. Hoping to be able to attend NCTE one day! Happy to continue on this journey and hope to meet you at Nerd Camp MI!
Thank you for your kind words! It is my hope to attend Reading Summit Chicago and I will definitely be at NErDCampMI. Perhaps we will meet F2F! I, too, am part of a book club like yours: #BookVoyage. It is one more gift that grew from conference connections! Thanks for reading my post!
Hello Julie! I completely understand what you’re saying. I have paid for PD with my own funds too. I am an avid runner and I never think twice about paying a race fee and visiting another city to run a race. The way I look at it, paying to feed my reading passion or professional passion is no different. It really changed my perspective. Thanks for a great post! ~Amy
What a fabulous post! When I discover a new book or author, I have more strength and heart than ever. And, I bring that back to my preschool classroom. I write letters to those authors and they write back. Meeting my faves in person is the top of the mountain. I have become a champion of reading-aloud to children, and blog about that. We are lucky teachers and readers, aren’t we? Thank you!
I feel like I have won the reading lottery! Lucky indeed! Thanks for reading and responding to my post.
My pleasure, Julie!
So happy our paths crossed! Looking forward to attending nErD Camp! I still have Donalyn Miller on my must hear list! There’s nothing better than PD that truly inspires & energizes you.
Meeting Donalyn has been a true life changing moment for me. You will love hearing her speak. I’m so happy we have connected through #BookVoyage. It’s wonderful to have such a supportive tribe.
Julie I feel exactly the same way! Thank you for putting this into the words I have a hard time expressing. ❤
You are welcome! Thank you for reading and responding to my post. It is my thank you to the Nerdy Nation for all they have done to help me grow.
What an amazing an heartfelt post! I have tears in my eyes! My greatest wish for every human being is the passion for learning, for doing, and for being all that we can be during our brief and wonderful lives. Thank you for sharing your joy, Julie. You will change lives with this post! ❤
You have no idea how much your words mean to me Melanie! Wow…you made my day. 💗 Thank you for being so willing to connect. You are one of the amazing authors who have rocked my world. I’m incredibly lucky to have met you and to be able to share this connection with my students. My heart is overflowing with gratitude.
My goodness. What a lovely post. Authors feel the exact same way when we meet teachers like you. You not only love what you do, you are a teacher who loves to read and you love books. A perfect combination.
Thank you, Augusta! To have authors share their appreciation for what we do…it feels surreal. Before a Skype for #WRAD this week I had a student ask, “You know an author?” I proudly responded, “I know LOTS of authors…and it is amazing!” I feel so lucky to have connected with all of you! Thanks for your kind words of support!
Love this. Believe me, authors feel the same way about teachers and librarians. The reciprocal love and energy at conferences is so great.
Means so much to hear this Barbara! I try not to Fangirl too much, but honestly, I’m always in awe when I get to meet you all in person. Such a gift and honor!
Loved this. Wish I could connect with you (and others) in person – well worth the conference investment but would also require a trans-Atlantic flight for me! Still, I continue to revel in posts like yours through being a “virtual” member of the Nerdy Book Club! Inspirational. Thank you. 🙂
I love hearing how NerdyBookClub connects book loving people world wide. Thank you for reading and for your kind words!
It’s really inspiring to hear about the immense excitement you’ve gained from conferences and meetings face to face with other educators and authors. I know authors feel the same way: you get incredibly pumped from a gathering of committed readers and teachers, and you bring that home and keep it going. Thanks so much for sharing!
Thank you for taking the time to read and respond! It is amazing to receive such support and encouragement about my post. Authors and educators make a great team!
Your story touches me deeply. I have also been passionate about advocating for myself, funding my own PD, learning on my own. It is an exciting and fulfilling way to engage in your career. This is what a teacher should be – a lifelong learner!
I also use my own funds for PD; I’ll add that it’s money well spent. Seeing the people that encourage me as an educator is well worth the money. Hope to see you at nERDcamp in KS!
I agree Karen: money well spent! I know it is hard for many teachers to divert funds this way, especially when they are starting out, but it is incredibly empowering! Thanks for reading and responding!!!
Julie, this is such a powerful post. And a bit of a sad commentary on public education. It shouldn’t be up to teachers to pay for their own professional education . . .but thank God there are amazing, dedicated teachers like you who make that commitment.
Just so you know: teachers and librarians are writers’ rock stars!! You’re the ones who do the magical work of connecting kids and books.
Oh Kirby…my heart is full to the brim and overflowing with all the kind words of support. To have several authors reach out to me about this post is absolutely mind blowing. What I have discovered in the past year or so is how teachers and authors make a great team! We are making an impact on the future that cannot be underestimated. What an honor to do this incredibly important work together. Thank you for your wonderful response to my post.
Julie thank you so much for this post! I feel the very same way. Nerdcamp MI this past summer was one of the first conferences I ever went to. It was life changing! It was the highlight of my summer in every way. Since then I cannot believe how much I have grown as a teacher, the connections I’ve made and the wonderful people I’ve met. You are so right – it is a true gift. Hope to connect with you at Nerdcamp this summer maybe! Cheers
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This is so validating! I just paid to attend the Saturday portion of a conference in my home state, and a few people looked at me like I’d lost my mind when they found out I’d done so.
It was so energizing! I’ve already tried so many new things in just one short week since I got home. No regrets!
I am, however, glad to know others do this too. Great post. Thanks for sharing.
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